Sometimes it is good to cry..to let it all out, until there are no more tears left.
I have always been a strong person, not letting my emotions get in the way of things…always sucking it up, and moving forward. Making the best out of bad situations…pretending that nothing bad has happened, with a smile on my face.
But sometimes the smallest thing can trigger a waterfall of emotions…I know it’s a bit too much personal info, but it is how I felt today, and blogging about it in a way helps let it all out. Part of the reason why I wanted to do a blog was to write about my life, day by day…about my cookie business, about my road to success..about my kids. I want to be honest of how I feel. I want to share my ups and downs with whoever reads my blogs..I want you to know me for who I really am, whether the happy cookie lady, the strong mother, the patient wife, a great decorator…me.
I used to hold it all in before, whether I was mad, or sad. I didn’t want to show any sign of weakness, being afraid to get hurt….I have changed a lot since then, thanks to Johnny. He always makes sure I talk about how I feel, if I need help, if I need support, if I need a day of shopping lol…and I am thankful for that. Because having to talk about your emotions can sometimes be a hard thing to do, specially if you can’t figure out how and why you feel that way.
I just breathe in deep…let it all out…think about all the good things that I have, all the bad things that have made me a stronger and better person…thank God everyday for helping me overcome any obstacles that have come my way…and know that everything is going to be alright, because I have people who love me, and will be there no matter what 🙂
I won’t let a bad day get to me, I have plenty of great days to come 🙂